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Redemption

by Adam Balbo

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Fever broke inside these ethereal walls Shotgun house - with one long hall Through an open window - birds singing a song Found a toy piano - started playing along After a peaceful meal in an idle ambulance. Dropped to the floor - broke the amulet. Put on a brave face - just couldn’t handle it. Reached for the strongest drink in the cabinet. Somewhere along the way - good faith was lost Gonna salvage redemption - despite the cost Faked it til I made it - learned how to believe The spirit set free - amen - go on, preach Sat cross-legged and silent - in the face of the wicked screech The arrogant scolds - never learned how to be meek Heard the word - bread alone will not suffice Shame on me - if you fool me twice Stained the glass, in shock - at the sticker price Every soul is called to a kind of sacrifice. Somewhere along the way - good faith was lost Gonna salvage redemption - despite the cost Standing in the graveyard, just humming a tune It’s always now, it’s a coming soon. The earth, it shook - the world went boom. An angel sitting on the stone - just outside the tomb. Swirling through the head - purple - green - red A decent reason - to not be dead Punched a rock - scratched my head Given wine and fish - let’s break some bread. Somewhere along the way - good faith was lost Gonna salvage redemption - despite the cost Somewhere along the way - good faith was lost Gonna salvage redemption - despite the cost
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Carved from the earth like a canyon A majestic snow-capped heap of god’s debris Just fine with what needed to be abandoned. You can’t unsee it - once you see More to know than anything I could imagine Sun-dappled nap under a maple tree Impassioned talk - spectacularly vapid. You can’t unsee it - once you see Stabbing in the dark - never saw who’s coming Pitching in for Sisyphus - ah, it’s nothing I was in love - with what I now find disgusting Stopped counting on - what you say counts for something My mind still, pitch black - coarse grade of canvas List of instincts recited like a spelling bee. A note of hope scribbled on the back of a napkin You can’t unsee it - once you see From far away, your heart seemed like a mansion Every door - unlocked with a skeleton key Yet not a single mirror - need a cleric to find a phantom You can’t unsee it - once you see Groping toward the light, gotta reach for something Meeting up with Prometheus - cheeks blushing Fools ain’t afraid, angels won’t just rush in. Now counting on the word - the final judgement. Gluttony of doubt - faith tough to fathom. Forging wisdom outta praise from the mouths of babes. A whole crop of disdain couldn’t stave off famine. You can’t unsee it - once you see Peace of mind enforced with a whole battalion The cold, dark depths of the sea of tranquility The sweet smell of chrysanthemum and jasmine. You can’t unsee it - once you see You can’t unsee it - once you see
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Enslaved in your mind to a kind of misery. The thrill long gone - misplaced (the plot, lost) the mystery. Kneel next to broken chains - ignorant, bitter seed. Countless ways to fail - taught to fear liberty. That’s the shock, the shock of freedom Plowed like the earth, turning like a season Captive since birth, kicked out of Eden. That’s the shock, the shock of freedom Ecstatic at the word: emancipation. Yet scared to leave the only home you know, the old plantation. No master to blame now - still distrust every tribe in the nation You’re master of only one now - left to tame the rage, the frustration That’s the shock, the shock of freedom Plowed like the earth, turning like a season Captive since birth, kicked out of Eden. That’s the shock, the shock of freedom Keep your head down - either drown or commune with the sparrow Stick out your neck and speak up - greeted with slings and arrows Parade a whole caravan of camels through the eye of a needle Bulky hate won’t fit through the gate of salvation this narrow That’s the shock, the shock of freedom Plowed like the earth, turning like a season Captive since birth, kicked out of Eden. That’s the shock, the shock of freedom
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Thumb in the wind - brave the elements Accidentally met - the existentialist Angels on a pin - just an estimate Nothing measures up - for the utopian They never think pink elephant Creepy lab coat - flask of melanin Iceberg tip - tepid sentiment Nice thought - go set a precedent Epiphany - might be imminent Just don’t think pink elephant Already confessed - this is a testament Sacred meat suit - hung on a skeleton Cosmic luck - doomed to this experiment Sticking to the plan - got a regiment Just don’t think pink elephant Tribal doublespeak - mangled eloquence Cat got your tongue - joked the anesthetist Kick a dead horse - thrill a pessimist Not so obvious - yet self-evident It helps to never think pink elephant Can’t all go - send a delegate Learn your way around - not a resident Sandbox lines - sadly relevant Never been before - what’s the etiquette? Never think pink elephant Quote the dummy on the lap - of the ventriloquist From Oregon - to Connecticut Ice and fire - average temperament Confided in the priest - asked the therapist Remember never think pink elephant Idle hands, cloak - of benevolence Plot getting thick - new development Left the cornfield - been an emigrant How long does it last? - is it indefinite? Just never think pink elephant Never think pink elephant Never think pink elephant
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Dreaming in my chamber - when the splat went crash Honey badger spirit - I just forgot my hat You tell it like it is - sorta like a thermostat Heard the thunder clap - while we sat a chat Oh, it’s really really hard - to make a noise like that Wiped my boots - on the welcome mat After wandering around - like an alley cat Strolling home - dodging brickbats For the life of me I couldn’t get - what you were getting at Oh, it’s really really hard - to make a noise like that Now you’re making stuff up - like a dirty rat Is that a paper crown - or an aluminum cap? You got a baby face - with the charm of an autocrat A ledger of guilt - the sins of aristocrats It’s really really hard - to make a noise like that Alone at the bar - had a spat with a diplomat Lost the debate - with a baseball bat Split a bowl of nuts - with a verbal acrobat The world outside - big & loud - and pretty flat It’s really really hard - to make a noise like that
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Just me and couple of friends, looking to fucking hang. Got a little fucking time to kill, fuck the phone even if it dings. Nothing fucking special, no glory and no shame. Not looking to fuck with anybody, to scapegoat, or smear a good man’s name. I just love this country - so much it fucking hurts. Like an open wound, if you poke it, it’s probably gonna fucking burn. At first I touched it softly; then I squeezed, and it went bang. I pursued some happiness, it’s hard to find the fucking thang. Even in success, you can’t forget the shit you overcame. In the flood of stress, you just expect - same shit different day. I just love this country - so much it fucking hurts. Like an open wound, if you poke it, it’s probably gonna fucking burn. Oh, I listen with an open mind, to what the strangers say. I can get the gist, even if I don’t know half of what the fuck they’re saying. If you’re just looking for a little respect, not flattery or undue acclaim. If you love your neighbor and earn your keep, our goals are basically the same. I just love this country - so much it fucking hurts. Like an open wound, if you poke it, it’s probably gonna fucking burn. I just love this country - so much it fucking hurts. Like an open wound, if you poke it, it’s probably gonna fucking burn. Burn ... burn ... burn
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I never heard that before, but I’d entertain the notion. Funny you mention it; that time when my mind kinda exploded Like a bullet plowing through an apple -totally badass- in slow motion. When I’m wrong - thanks for not being an asshole. Cuz you know I love everyone, asshole. They’re always missing the fucking point - being obstinate dicks. Screaming brats, fucking losers - or just mean old sons of a bitch Storming the fucking pig pen - with just a fist of pearls and lipstick They’re all wrong - and a bunch of them are assholes. But you know I love everyone, asshole. They love humanity - just can’t stand who they barely know They casually mock the Joe Blows - their heroes need to get out more Snug as a bug in a rug - from the ivory to the frontier ghetto You can be wrong, and not even an asshole. Ain’t it hard, hard to love everyone, asshole. You show what you sow, when you reap - make you scream and eventually just weep Get on your hands and knees and dig deep - saving a soul is not cheap. Asleep among the sheep - like Bo Peep - handle love and care and upkeep Even if you’re right - and still occassionally an asshole. Just know that I love you, asshole. I fucking love you, you fucking asshole. But, like I said - I fucking love everyone, asshole.
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Hold on a damn minute. Where’s your fucking manners? You kiss your mother with that mouth? Or Ned Flanders? Get your head checked with a fancy brain scanner. Count that shit again: You got one too many standards. Tongue like a sickle - thought a puddle was the oceanfront Would a compliment - be too blunt? Gonna carry that weight - gonna bear the brunt Starved for the word - learned the art of the hunt How does a gentleman earn a good goddamn? Well that’s the kind of fucking guy I am. The milk’s on the floor - don’t cry; don’t stoop to lick. Not afraid of a half-empty glass - Don’t know the half of it. It’s like a mental scar - It’s some fucked up shit. You jumped the shark- flailing a magic stick Sniff the fucking flowers - life moves fast. Your fixation on the bees - remains unsurpassed. Was gonna win but I guess it’s my turn - to finish last. Heard the word - then my idols turned to trash. How does a gentleman earn a good goddamn? Well that’s the kind of fucking guy I am. Judge, jury, janitor - prosecutor, and accused The trial dragged forever - no longer amused Just got the fuck off my ass - quit hitting snooze This shit’s on me - I got no excuse The boy was chanting wolf - not even looking out After the flood - there was a terrible drought Tried to make it fucking work - bang that shit out I never even knew - now it’s hard to go without How does a gentleman earn a good goddamn? Well that’s the kind of fucking guy I am. How does a gentleman earn a good goddamn? Well that’s the kind of fucking guy I am. How does a gentleman earn a good goddamn? Well that’s the kind of guy I am. How does a gentleman earn a good goddamn? Well that’s the kind of guy I am.
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I’m at your mercy Totally at your mercy The sword is swung - it’s double-edged The word is sung - rings like a sledge Be careful what - you wish on me Pride’s a curse - freedom stings But there is no place - I’d rather be Your tired slander don’t mean - shit to me I’m at your mercy Totally at your mercy Drag your slogan - like a corpse Call virtue vice - with no remorse Reaction born - of equal force Messiah’s tamed - in due course Shallow fake - name your source Night and day - can’t get divorced I’m at your mercy Totally at your mercy Marooned on shore - that ship has sailed Atonement made - like wood meets nail Your enemies - wanna see you fail Mole hill shrugged - mountain scaled Breathe in deep - wait to exhale It’s all in the good book - in epic detail I’m at your mercy Totally at your mercy I’m at your mercy Totally at your mercy At your mercy Totally at your mercy

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Recorded in Castro Valley, California, October 2020.

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released November 13, 2020

Adam Balbo: vocals, electric guitar, keys, beats

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